annanotbob's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Part one of two Finally got to the dentist at 3 this afternoon after a night and day spent totally hammering the codeine and the sleeping pills. Nothing wrong with my teeth at all. Temporomandibular joint dysfunction syndrome it says in the article the dentist gave me to read - sounds like bollocks to me. Sigh. And another. And just one more, even bigger, more heartfelt ... sigh. When this happened before I could immediately and clearly see that it was caused by 'biting my tongue', 'keeping my gob firmly shut' - far too literally. I knew what I wasn't saying - that I couldn't bear to share a house with Sam for another five minutes, that my boss was a manipulative cunt, playing vicious mind-games on all the department, that I'm sad and lonely and I miss my friend Joan more than I can bear. I dunno - I'm still quite wasted and Sara wants to print her birthday invitations so I'll finish this later. 8:47 p.m. - 21/04/2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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